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The Birthday Boy - Ilyas Maliq

ATTENTION! Today is my youngest son birthday! OMG, he is 2 years old! Really? I can't believe it..

Yep, time really does passed by without waiting for us to realize that today become yesterday just in the blink of eyes.. It feel like just yesterday I gave birth of him..Even the trauma giving birth of him still fresh in my mind yet my son is officially 2 years old today..

Watching him grew up right to my eyes gave such joy and happiness and I will treasures and cherish every single moment.. Pardon me if you feel that I talked too much about him (my kids) repeatedly in my blog yet I will never ever feel ashamed to express my feeling and my loves about him (my kids) to the world because my kids is my world.. He might be not the cutest or even the brightest kid in the world but to me, in my heart and my eyes, he is just perfect the way he is and i think all parent should feel the same about their kid.. (It's always sadden me to know or to read about parent / mommy who dumped their baby because of her/his physically handicapped or even to save their own face). Oppss, crap..I shouldn't feel down on this special day of my son..

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Well, there is NO party for my youngest son (for now) since I decided to held it together with my 2nd son 7th birthday on 30th May..Hehehehe, I guess lots of people (tidak termasuk yang  kaya la) especially people with average income like me choose this way of celebration because it will save money & and time, am I right? It's gonna be a very small and simple party but to me the most important thing is I can fulfill my kids wish to have a birthday party this year since they didn't have any last year..

Eating with passion =P

However, my hubby and I did bought a small chess cake for my youngest son! He eats the cake like he never eat any before, so messy but it's really fun to watch him with the cream all over his cute face.. I even allowed him to have an ice cream treat afterward..Gosh, he creates such a mess that took my hubby an hour to clean up everything.. But at least he has such a good time (along with his brother and sister) with the cake on his birthday..

Ice Cream treat!

Okay, prince of smiling, best wishes from mommy and daddy to you..May you grow up to be the most handsome and gentle man ever..HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY SON! Cewah, macam dia faham kan..=P

Rocking song of title "Animal"

When I was thinking on what I am going to write for my latest entry, I am kind of blank and have no idea on but then AWESOME song as below on air at MTV channel and I think, why not I write about it!

My kids love this song.. Whenever this song is on air, my kids will start dancing and singing along especially during the "oh oh I want some " part.. Our small house will turn mcm disko sekejap time ni lagu on air.. My hubby & I pun join because this song really awesome.. Even my youngest son pun know the chorus part.. Hahaha..Funny betul ba tengok si kecik shake his butt..

Maybe the lyrics is kinda of inappropriate for kids but I don't mind because they hardly understand the true meaning of the song. I mean, my kids just enjoy the music ba.

source: Google image

Actually I am not really big fan of Neon Tree, singer of this song because I am big fan of Green Day & Paramore but since the release of this song I start to like them not as much as the other 2 group though. In fact I don't know much about them before this song. ( I start to google about them only after I heard this song on air ). Biasa la, kalau 1 single meletup baru we start to get to know the singer kan..

Seem like need to stop typing because mo join dorang nyanyi dulu..
See ya later!

p/s:  Best oo ni lagu jadi senam aerobik punya background song... We sweat faster!

Prince of Curiosity Kindergarten Graduation Day

Yesterday was my 2nd son kindergarten graduation day though I was absent from attending it due to my work demand... Another chapter of his education level done and next year he will be start his new chapter in standard one at Sekolah Kebangsaan Puchong Indah..

I am proud of him because he is as clever as any private kindergarten pupils though he attended public kindergarten, also known as Tabika Kemas.. I may not attend any of his kindergarten meeting /  occasion but i know every single progress he did.. He is very good in Math and he loves science very much.. He is curious about everything and want answer of everything.. His favorite tv program are " science backyard " and " animal mechanical "..

My husband is the one who always attend his kindergarten meeting and for that I am very grateful to him.. I asked him to snap pic of our son taking his certificate but he can't take any because the place was crowded with thousand parent who attending the graduation day of their kid. Luckily, my son teacher already took a pic of  my son with certificate and it's enough for his album..

I will do my best to give my kids proper education for their future and hopefully my 2nd son eagerness in everything never fade away..

Congratulation my son, Mama really proud of you..

Always me,

Fave songs of my daughter & baby boy

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky!

Repeat:
 *Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!*

When the blazing sun is gone,
When he nothing shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.
(*repeat)

Then the traveller in the dark,
Thanks you for your tiny spark,
He could not see which way to go,
If you did not twinkle so.
(*repeat)

In the dark blue sky you keep,
And often through my curtains peep,
For you never shut your eye,
Till the sun is in the sky.
(*repeat)

As your bright and tiny spark,
Lights the traveller in the dark,—
Though I know not what you are,
Twinkle, twinkle, little star.
(*repeat)

That's it.. Twinkle twinkle little star! Both of my daughter and baby boy love this rhymes very much.. My baby boy always humming this rhymes when he is playing inside his cot drawn in his own world.. While my daughter sing this song with her own version that make my husband and me laugh whenever we heard of it..

This is another favorite song of my daughter & baby son :-

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie Ft. Rihanna

What can I say... They just like this song very much!!!! Every time they heard it on air or watch the video music on tv, they will started singing and dancing.. Moody atmosphere will definitely vanish watching this two tiny people competing each other...

Dusun language days for my kids !!

I feel that teaching Dusun language to my kids and hubby is one of my priority nowadays because i found out that they are really poor with it. I spoke mixed language ( malay + english + Dusun ) with them and i think it's not enough since they barely talk in Dusun though they understand it.

I ask my eldest son to answer me in Dusun language whenever I talk with them using Dusun but he said  " Mama, it's sound weird and funny ". Yet he did try talking in Dusun with me in the end after arguing with me. My 2nd son is the funniest one since he like to imitating me speaking in Dusun and then start asking me with his never ending question such as " why should he learn speaking in Dusun? ", " why he have to speak in dusun with his Odu?", " How come his mother, me can speak in Dusun very good?" and many more other question that will make me snapped at him sometimes.. I hope I can do better with my daughter and youngest son since they are still in early age and according to expert it's better if we teach them to excel in languages since early ages.

My husband is the worst because he refuse to speak in Dusun though he can understand it.. He said he is too old to start learning it but I know it's just an excuses since there is no limit in learning.. Maybe it's a bit difficult but if we keep on practice we can be good at it.. Hopefully i can persuade him to try speaking in Dusun sometimes with me. However i am proud because he did understand it..

As for me, I am still good with my Dusun language and I am very proud with it.. I want my kids to speak it because I don't want my mother tongue being forgotten by future generation.. Although my kids were not born in Sabah but my blood, Sabahan blood is in their blood and that make them one of Sabahan too.. I guess i need to be more persistent to courage my kids speak in Dusun.. For a start, i will fix some day in a week for dusun speaking only in my home so that my kids will know that i am serious with it.

Hopefully my kids can speak Dusun better after this...

My Baby Son's 1st Step.. A moment to remember

My baby son's is learning to walk!!! What a great and joyous news for me.
My 4th kid is a bit late in learning to walk than his brother and sister.. Maybe it's due to my habits putting him inside cot to prevent him from crawling all over our house while I am busy with the house work..

Maybe i missed his real 1st step but it's still make me happy to see him trying to walk..
It's still a moment that i will treasure.
 

"Ilyas Maliq, The Prince Of Smiling"

THE GIFT

by Melinda Poulsen

His little arms reach out to me 

When I walk in the room,

This special little spirit, yes

This child of my womb

 

The trusting smile he gives to me

While gazing in my eyes,

It causes me to feel as though

I've won the greatest prize

 

          The mischievous smile from his Daddy flashes

In his twinkling eyes,

The love I feel inside for him

So strong I cannot speak

 

I hold him close and kiss his brow

And whisper of my love,

I say a prayer of gratefulness

And send it up above

 

His Mother? What could I have done

To earn this gift, this right?
I'm still not sure, but I'll thank God

                                                           Each morning and each night.

HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY !!! Story of my eldest son

His name is Ilhan Rafiq, born on 19th July 2002 at Mutiara Maternity Centre. He was born while I am still struggling with my study at UKM. When I found out that I was conceiving with my eldest, I was so ashamed,scared and devastated. I almost quit from pursuing my study and even considered to abort him but I am very lucky to have such a great family especially my beloved parent who never give up on me though I was the one who tarnished my family image. 

Looking into his eyes for the 1st time after gave birth of him really a moment to cherish. I still remember the emotion of being a mother for the 1st time.. He was really cute and adorable. I am glad that I gave birth of him. If people want to condemn anyone, let me be the one who bear it because he is innocent. I was the sinful one. 

He give me purpose and strength to continue my study and my life. I ignore all of those condemnation stares and glares from my peers and keep my head up to my future. In my mind I stick one phrases " Past is past. I can't change it but i can determine and set a new and better future for me and my son". 

He have through a lot of trouble with me. I still remember when I have to ask my friends help to take care of him while i am taking my examination because nobody taking care of him. We went off to UKM by my husband scooter early in the morning.. It's really an hour freezing and long journey for a 11th month old baby. I am very thankful to my friend ; Claire Andrew and Claire "Kerry" Fabian for taking care of him all of those time. They are among those people who never look down on me but keep encouraging me from time to time. 

He was the one who really excited to have his baby brother. He said at last he have a friend to play with. He loves his brother dearly though they always pick up with each other. He was the one inpatient to see his baby sister. I still remember his blabbing about his baby sister. 

I really regret because he never meet my beloved father, his grandfather in person. I was planning to bring him to my hometown so that my father will know him better but my father passed away before i manage to. Fate always crossed my way.

He shared a lot of bad and good times with me. He saw all of the misery i been through. He was even the one who always console me every time I cried and upset. Sometimes i was so mean to him but he never blamed me and he took everything i did as a punishment.

He is a shy boy. He  loves sucking his thumb finger. I ask him once why? he said , sucking his finger calming him. He is brilliant and clever boy. He likes dreaming.. I saw him once talking to himself while watching his father aquarium yet he was not talking by himself, he was creating a story of his  own. When i think back, it's really funny and i really hope i can catch the moment in video..

My dearest son, Mama might seem harsh, strict, mean sometime to you but above all Mama love you very much. Mama hope you will grow up to be a useful, good and responsible gentleman. May God always with you and blesses the journey of your life..

" HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY!"

What's Wrong With Him???

I am worried with my 2nd son behavior and condition for the past few days.. He was a very energetic and active boy before this.. He can't seem to sit and stay calm in one place for few sec and he likes to touch and observing things around him..He likes to ask thousand question about everything he saw that it's really irritated me sometimes with his continuously question.. However , for the past few days  he is so quite and weak..

I asked him what's wrong,  but he say nothing.. I even asked him whether he feel unwell but he say he's fine.. I am out of clue what is wrong with him ... I feel something missing without his babbling and thousand question.. There must be a reason for his change of behavior.. Maybe i missed something and i need to find out why he behave like this..

His present attitude really make me upset with myself.. I don't know what to do so that he can return to his normal self.. I don't like seeing him like this... Our home feel  like not home without his story and laughter..

He is smiling and playing again :)

Yesterday, I am very worried about my baby son condition. When i fetched him at their nanny house, he was weak and seeing him like that wretched my heart.. I am used  to his smile and his sick condition take away all of those warm smile that always welcoming me..

I am praying silently in my heart hoping that he will be better. I am willing to take over his sickness because i don't want him to suffer.. He is just a baby. At home I am doing my best to give him more milk and water so that he will not dehydrated and will regain his energy. He consume his foods nicely without vomiting and that make me feel weird about his nanny complain that he can't drinks his milk without vomiting..Weird, really weird.

I wake up around 4.30 am to feed my baby son and I am really glad because he finished it without any problem.. around 7.30 am he was awake and crying asking for another round of milk.. He can move around and he even plays like always.. Only God can described how happy and grateful I am to see him smiling and playing around again..

But I am a little bit mad with their nanny behavior. She always expect the worst happen. I wonder whether she take care of my children nicely or not.. I am paying her much enough and I hope she know that I expect her to take my children with her best.

My little smiling prince is not well..

I am very worried about my baby boy condition that cause me doing a minor mistake despite of my zero-mistake working habits. He has been sick for almost 3 days.

        I calls my children nanny to know his current condition and feel a little relief knowing that he is crying and rolling. To me it's better than he just laying on the mattress doing nothing and making no sound at all.

       My hubby and i intend to consult to Hospital serdang if his condition no better by this afternoon.. Hopefully he is getting better and i can see his smiling face welcoming me when i fetch him today.. I hate hospital and i don't want him to be warded since hospital smell and sight only remind me of my last experience..

        I am praying to God that he will be better to prevent us from going to Hospital Serdang..

princess with tantrum

This is my daughter, Elysha Shaqina. We used to call her, cha-cha or Shasa. she is the princess in my family. My husband did treated her like a princess. Means he pampered her like a princess. I admitted that she is very cute but no one can throw tantrum like my daughter. When she is angry or upset she will do her bad manner like shrieking and throwing things.

Sometimes she makes me really irritate with her and sometimes she make me laugh with her cute manner..

sweet princess..