EXISTENCE

It's crowded yet you feel isolated.

You don't feel like you belong, you don't feel like you matter, you don't feel like you exist.

You have families yet you feel like you don't have any.

You are always there when they need you but nobody there when you need them. You love them unconditionally yet they only love you when they need you. They left you hanging by yourself when you no longer serve any use for them.

You are true friend to many yet you only have 1 or 2 or maybe none.

You exist but your existence doesn't matter enough for them.

DISGUST

A feeling that born from extreme dislike..

A feeling that so strong that it consume you everytime you think of the source of it.

A feeling that choking your wishful thinking.

A feeling that intensify your hatred.

A feeling that I wish I would never know, I wish I would never encounter.

A feeling that you wish you could kill in blink of eyes.

Yet it consuming your being, eating off your once pure heart and filling it with pure hatred, towards yourself for letting it in.