I Miss You Dad!

 

Yes, I miss my father very much! I miss to talk with him, to tell him about my heart content, my problem and what I am thinking (*sighing). Whenever new year approaching, I will think back how was my life so far? What I have achieve in my life? Whether I am happy with my life? Whether I am satisfied with what I am doing now? Whether I am making the rightthing for me, the kids and for everyone else? Yes, all of those question  might make you think that I am such paranoia but that is just me re-evaluating my life for better option.

You must wonder why talking stuff like that with my father when I have a husband. Honestly, I never talk this stuff with husband because I don't feel comfortable talking about this stuff with him and moreover he is not a good listener like my father. Yes, we might be husband and wife but there are certain thing I don't like to share with him and even if we are spouse but it doesn't mean we gonna share everything! That just my opinion though and it not apply to all people ok! (*winking)

Well, I seem happy with my life but honestly I am not that happy at all because I often miss my family back at Sabah and too much pressure from certain people here in KL. I miss to gather with my friends and nieces back at Sabah. I don't have any close friend here in KL... In fact I never go out with friends here in KL! Sometimes I feel bored because my life only  rebound around  my kids, husband and his family. Please don't mistaken that I don't like family life because I like it but I only want some time for myself where I free to spend it with my my friends. There is nothing wrong of wanting some time for ourselves, isn't it?

The only time I have for myself is when I am going to watch movie at cinema by myself. Gosh! How I miss the girl talk with my girls friend and the last time I have that was like 6 year ago with my best friend, Opong. I wish I could talk out my heart with my father because he will know how to console me and make me feel better with his wise and comforting words. Yes, Ia such a daddy's girl! 

Well, writing a post about it definitely help a bit because now I feel bit better! LOL! Thank you for reading and sorry because you have to read an emotional post from me. Wish you all have a very Good Day! 

P/S: Song below really pictured my feeling right now! I love this song even though it make me cry every time I listen to it! (^_^) v

Through The Eyes Of Love - Ice castle (2010)

Inspiring teenage movies such as "Raise Your Voice", "Homeless To Havard" & the most recent one I have watched "Ice Castle" never disappointed me and as always all of this awesome movies come along with wonderful and inspiring song / soundtrack too..

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Last night, I was watching the Ice Castles ( 2010) and as always when I watched a good movie that carried me away, I shed my tears in the end of this movie..( It's actually re-make of the 1978 original movie by the same director ) I don't want to tell what this movie about because I am not reviewing this movie. I just wanna let you know that the soundtrack / song of this movie which is originally sang by Mellisa Manchester ( for the Ice Castle 1978 movie ) but then sang by Brit Nicole for the Ice Castle (2010) is really a nice song..

To tell the truth, I preferred the new version by Britt Nicole because it simply awesome than the original version ( Sorry Mellisa Manchester, but I think Britt Nicole gave this song a better recognition and life ). I am gonna asks my hubby to download this song for me tonight and put it in my play-list..

For the time being, please listen & enjoy yourself with the clip from youtube below:-

Let The Music Heal Your soul

Lyrics | Bravo All Stars lyrics - Let The Music Heal Your Soul lyrics

Have you ever heard about Music Therapy? It is scientific research about correlation between logic & musicology that may influence the development or changing in human physically, emotionally & spiritually.
Have you ever noticed how people with glumly mood smiled when they listened to certain song played on air? I guess everyone would agreed if I say that music can make us happy and music can make us sad.

I can feel my eyes misted whenever I heard " You Raise Me Up " by Josh Gorban because it remind me of my father yet at the same times it lift up my spirit to never give up. I also turn into dance monkey every time I listen to my favorite song such as "Waka Waka" by Shakira and also song by Rihanna.. Gosh, I just love her song..

Song such " Hero" by Mariah Carey, " Strong enough" by Cher, " Black & White " by Michael Jackson, " Written In the Sky " by Tinie Tempa and lots of inspired me to be a better person.

I don't know whether people out there agreed about music can heal our soul yet to me I cannot denied the power of music over my own emotion..

Note :- My family especially my hubby is fanatic about music though he don't even know how to play a simple note with guitar.. 

Rocking song of title "Animal"

When I was thinking on what I am going to write for my latest entry, I am kind of blank and have no idea on but then AWESOME song as below on air at MTV channel and I think, why not I write about it!

My kids love this song.. Whenever this song is on air, my kids will start dancing and singing along especially during the "oh oh I want some " part.. Our small house will turn mcm disko sekejap time ni lagu on air.. My hubby & I pun join because this song really awesome.. Even my youngest son pun know the chorus part.. Hahaha..Funny betul ba tengok si kecik shake his butt..

Maybe the lyrics is kinda of inappropriate for kids but I don't mind because they hardly understand the true meaning of the song. I mean, my kids just enjoy the music ba.

source: Google image

Actually I am not really big fan of Neon Tree, singer of this song because I am big fan of Green Day & Paramore but since the release of this song I start to like them not as much as the other 2 group though. In fact I don't know much about them before this song. ( I start to google about them only after I heard this song on air ). Biasa la, kalau 1 single meletup baru we start to get to know the singer kan..

Seem like need to stop typing because mo join dorang nyanyi dulu..
See ya later!

p/s:  Best oo ni lagu jadi senam aerobik punya background song... We sweat faster!

Hold it Against Me - Britney Spear!

OMG!!!! She is back and along tagged with her is a NICE song!!!
Basi suda ni news tapi still want to share..*wink*

After series of breakdown and failure, she is back with a single that debuted at number one in 19 countries for whole week ( until Bruno Mars bounce her down ).


There is rumors that Britney copy a veteran artist song but to me the song sang by Britney just smashing!
Here is the lyric :- ( copy from lyricsmode.com )

Hey, over there please forgive me
If I'm coming on too strong
Hate to stare but you're winning
And they play my favorite song
So come here, a little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear
Say it clear, little question
Wanna know just how you feel

Chorus:
If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me
'Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me?

Verse 2:
Hey you may think that I'm crazy
But I think you're just my type
I might be a little hazy
But you just cannot deny
There's a spark in between us
When we're dancing on the floor
I want more, wanna see it
So I'm asking you tonight

Chorus:
If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me
'Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me?

Bridge:
If I said I want your body would you hold it against me?
Yeah Oh
Give me something good
Don't wanna wait I want it now
Drop it like a hood
And show me how you work it out

Chorus:
Alright
If I said my heart was beating loud
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me
If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me
'Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body tonight
Would you hold it against me

There is no Video Music to share with since the song is not officially release yet.