Football mania + Workaholic..

I am big fan of football.. My family is big fan of football indeed..

Since the 1st day of world cup, I  rarely get enough sleep because of watching most of the match..

My eyes have a ugly eye-bag and i looked like a panda already..

However, i am really amazed with myself because never once did i skipped from working.. 

I love working... my hubby said i am workaholic... I guess my hubby is right.. I hate skipping from work and nothing can deter me from come to office except it is concerning with my kids.. 

I am football mania and workaholic... I am not ashamed to admit this... 

                           

What's Wrong With Him???

I am worried with my 2nd son behavior and condition for the past few days.. He was a very energetic and active boy before this.. He can't seem to sit and stay calm in one place for few sec and he likes to touch and observing things around him..He likes to ask thousand question about everything he saw that it's really irritated me sometimes with his continuously question.. However , for the past few days  he is so quite and weak..

I asked him what's wrong,  but he say nothing.. I even asked him whether he feel unwell but he say he's fine.. I am out of clue what is wrong with him ... I feel something missing without his babbling and thousand question.. There must be a reason for his change of behavior.. Maybe i missed something and i need to find out why he behave like this..

His present attitude really make me upset with myself.. I don't know what to do so that he can return to his normal self.. I don't like seeing him like this... Our home feel  like not home without his story and laughter..

I am not a good mother :(

I have to admit that i am not a good mother. I love my kids though i m not very good in showing my feeling to them. My eldest sons once complained to me that i am very strict and mean to them and his complain make me feel utterly horrible with myself.. 

Since that day i am trying my best to change my attitude toward them especially with my eldest son, Ilhan Rafiq.. He is almost 8 years old and i know that during this stage of ages he is emotionally changing and i don't want my attitude affect his development in a bad way..

However my eldest son already show some sign of bad character in him such as laziness and stubbornness and i feel responsible to change this character in him. I read a lot in finding a way to change this bad character that seem become his habit and practicing it but so far nothing work..

I feel hopeless and always think that i am not a good mother.. But i won't give up..I will try my best to change him so that no one will blame for not trying in future..

Happy Dumpling Festival 2010..

My boss, Mr Alfred Cheng come to office a bit late than usual this morning.. I guess he must be busy with dumpling festival which is celebrate today.. 

I guess today the phone will it rest since all the customer will be busy with this festival.. Maybe i should tell you a bit about Dumpling festival..

Dumpling Festival is celebrate on the fifth day of the fifth lunar month, honoring scholar-poet Qu Yuan who took his life by jumping into  a river due to the king refusal on taking his advise that lead to terrible war..

Custom and tradition plays a huge roles in every malaysian's life, regardless of ethnic or religion backgrounds. It's also differ our country from other country and we should proud of it..

 I enjoy every single festival or celebration that being celebrated in Malaysia such as Hari Raya, Deepavali, Thaipusam, Chinese New Year, Christmas Etc. 

 Well, i guess that's all i can jot down for now.. So, Happy Dumpling Festival 2010!!!!!!!!!