Goodbye My Dear Friend

I choose to post here instead of IG or FB because we started our friendship from blogging world. 

We met face to face for the 1st time on February 5th 2012 at Amcorp Mall and since then,we became best friend who shared lots of story and memories. I met her when I need someone to lend their ear to hear out my silent cries and and a shoulder to lean on. 

Since the death of my father, I was a loner, an extreme introvert until I meet her. I don't have a friend to talk with or to hang out with because nobody seem to understand me. Nobody can stir up the excitement of mingling with others until her. It was her who fished me out of my extreme introvert world. I always thought Allah destined us to meet so that I can experience all of those sweet memories being with friends, hanging out and travelling together. 

I went to my 1st oversea trip and Island escapade with her and Lin, a friend I got to know thru her, whom too, became my best friend and together we made lots of sweet memory. 

I can count on her to listen to my soppy & sappy story without being judged. She is like my personal confidante, someone I trust other than Allah. 

From the 1st time I meet her, I was drawn with her strength and strong will. People couldn't tell that she is cancer fighter because she never shown her sickness or weakness. 

Today, I lost her, I lost my dear friend; my sister; my confidante; my shopping buddy; my travel partner, leaving another wound deep inside my heart. Yes, maybe time will heal the wound but it will become another permanent scar on my heart. 

I wish it's just a bad dream, a nightmare that will gone once I wake up, but I know it's not. She is gone. I don't want to say goodbye, I am not ready to say goodbye yet I know I need to let her go; to let her peacefully rest in her eternal sleep. 

Goodbye my dear friend; Justinah Suntin (1979-2021). 

Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for every memory we shared together.

I will always remember and cherish our memories.

You will be always remember.

Till we meet again in hereafter..

Al-Fatiha..

الْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِينَ

الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيمِ

مَالِكِ يَوْمِ الدِّينِ

إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وَإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ

اهْدِنَا الصِّرَاطَ المُسْتَقِيمَ

صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنْعَمْتَ عَلَيْهِمْ غَيْرِ المَغْضُوبِ عَلَيْهِمْ وَلاَ الضَّالِّينَ

Me, Just & Lin in 2019 - last time I meet her