Tuesday, March 29, 2011

My Way to Tackle Depression!

Do you know what is emotional/nerve breakdown ? Some people said that it's a state where we lost our sanity and act without logic consideration. Some even defined it as a state of madness. To me it's the most logical definition is temporary collapsed or disintegration of personality that involved an inability to function, depression, lost of contact with reality, manic episodes, anxiety & panic attack that resulted from unpleasant emotional explosion.People who like to hide their unpleasant emotion and experiences are most likely to face emotional breakdown because they unable to channel or voice out their negative thinking / emotion right away.
I am one of those who rather suffer in silence that voicing  out my complaint or protest especially when it's involved my family, relatives or close friends. Here in KL, among my husband family & relatives, I always encounter a situation where I have to listen to people bragging about their wealth, their achievement and even their lies and deceit but have to keep my mouth shut to prevent any confrontation though I am totally hurt by the situation. It's really frustrating you know to hear them boasting up themselves and looking down at me just because I am just an average woman with average wages. It even hurt to know that people talked bad about you behind your back like a double standard! It's really depressing to live among materialistic people who measure your worth with the sign $$$.

I am grateful because so far I still can prevent myself from facing emotional breakdown and guess how I did it? Can you guess it?? Hahaha, big thanks to my dear friend, my beloved diary book for being the shoulder for me to laid on my emotional burden.. Whenever I am hurt, upset or mad, my diary will always there to listen to my complaint.. My diary is my secret keeper..

I just love writing down my feeling in my diary.. Pssstttt, guess what i write in it?? Hohoho, I won't tell because it's secret!                                                       

Monday, March 28, 2011

I loves Blogging!

I am blogger since 2003 but back then I am blogging using wordpress.com & I opted it to be private, meaning it's solely for me only. By mean, I did personal / private blogging where as my post was not for sharing..
source: Google
Actually it's more like my medium to pour out all of my anger, my sadness, my pain & even my complain to somebody or to everybody..Hmm, it's full with cursing & blasphemy too.. But, when I read it back before I decided to terminate a.k.a deleted it for good before I started this blog, I found out that it's not really that bad yet it reflected how immature I was. It's quite funny but I still have to terminate it because too personal & lots of peoples' name mentioned in it. 

Let see the difference between my habits / styles in blogging now & then..
My blogging habit back then :-
  1. Back then, I don't even bother to customize my blog because nobody gonna  able to read it.. I called it as my "black-book" because of the dark black background with only the text in white.. Imagine that, scary huh..
  2. Back Then, I was blogging for fun to fill up my 'leisure' time. Never ever crossed in my mind that I can earn money from it.. Pathetic isn't it.. 
  3. No pics / illustration / graphic / anything but TEXT in my post.. Hahaha, can you imagine what kind of blogger I was?
  4. I don't give a damn whether my post can attract reader or not
  5. I don't follow anybody
My blogging Habit present time :-
  1. I customizes my blog template - My blog will be always undergo template changing
  2. I join lots of site that enable me to earn money online via blogging.. My favorites is to write a review / post about something ( product / services / events ) since I can practice my writing skill..
  3. I uses lots of pics / graphics / illustration etc to enhance my post attraction
  4. I learn about SEO to drive traffic to my blog
  5. I followed people that share good info / tips / etc
I am happy because I change my blogging habits into something much more meaningful.. With new habits I connected to lots of friend with interesting passion and talent. It's really fun & refreshing to read about their life and opinion and even inspired me to be a better person.. Sharing is definitely a way of showing that we care about people around us.

So, lets keep blogging, lets keep sharing... Blogging Rock!

We're quite happy to cut it into many small useful pieces

Saturday, March 26, 2011

I am Happy For You...

My Big Bro, Bitot & My son
Last night while my hubby was using my PC, my niece Opok buzzed me to chat via FB..  I was ready to have an early night but then have to cancelled it because I  want to know what she want to chat with me about..

Guess what she told me about??!! My big brother will engage with his girlfriend after he sign his divorce paper on this coming 28th March! I am shocked and speechless because I am so damn happy for him! It's about time for him to start a new life, a  new beginning after his unfaithful wife ( soon to be ex-wife ) dumped him for another man.My brother is a good man, a loyal one and my soon to be ex-sis-in-law doesn't deserve him at all.. He might have a temper but he never raised a hand to anyone even me his stubborn sister!

Actually I envied my brother courage to start a new family after failed with his 1st marriage.. If it happen to me ( touch wood ), I will definitely have a emotional wreck-down that will require forever to trust in marriage again.

What worried me the most is the age gap between them & they just get to know each other a month ago..He's 38th years old and his girlfriend only 21 years old.. I know what you thinking, BUT, love is blind right? I don't want to think negatively because to me the important thing is my brother happiness. If he is happy then I am happy for him too..I prays for him to find his happiness after all the ordeal he been put through with his 1st marriage.


Everyone deserve happiness in life.. Ordeal and turbulence may come all along but in the end happiness will come to those who search for it with pure intention..

For those who give up after failed in life or in anything, try to find in your heart the will to get up and try once again because every cloud has a silver lining.. Who know you might achieve more and you will never know unless you try..

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Lack of sleep!s

Source: Google Image
I really want to update my blog & post new entry everyday but seem for the past 3 days I am unable to do so because of my poor state of health..

I wanna to post about my stay at Duta Vista Suite with my mom-in-law family & mine but since now I haven't edit any of the  photos and I am kinda of blur every time I wanna wrote something about it.. You know, it like I don't know where to begin or what to begin with..

Actually for the past 3 day since my sponsored post published, I spend most of my time reading  online book and since I am book maniac, I stayed up until 2 to 3 am in the morning just to make sure I finished reading and now the consequence is disastrous! My blood pressure increased due to my lack of sleep and rest!

My hubby admonished me to do something about my obsession with book many times before but I couldn't just leave behind this "passion" in me.. I loves reading too much..(*sigh)

My hubby warned me not to engross too much with online book reading.. He said he will unsubscribe from Unifi if I ignore my health again.. I guess I really need to watch out this habit of mine.. (* sigh & Yawning )

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Dive Into The Season's Sexiest Swimwear!

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