Source Of Strength

Whenever I feel like breaking down and want to raise the flag of surrender over life hardness, I will focus my mind over my kids smiling face to calm myself and keep on fighting. Yes, they are my amulet of strength, the source of my strength that their smiling face alone can reload 50% of my fighter spirit beside prayer to God and support from those who cares.. Balik-balik cerita pasal anak kan but they are my life and it's better writing about them than gossiping about other people affair kan.. (*winking)

My Source Of Strength (^_^)V

Why do I refer my kids as my amulet of strength? Isn't God suppose to be our source of strength? Well, of course God is our source of strength. I can't never denied this FACT but to me my kids also my source of strength. Why? Because whenever I feel like want to give up for examples my job due to its' pressure and demand, I will think of my  kids happy face and what will happen if I quit. They will lost the smile of happiness and I don't want that happened.. You see what I mean, they existence give me a new meaningful purpose in life and it give me such strength to ensure they will have a better life than mine. 

Another examples, When I feel like I can't stand the marriage life any longer (1st thing 1st, touch wood..nauzubillah), I will think of my kids happiness and that give me new strength to fight for my marriage because I want my kids to have a good family... Often enough I stumbles upon hardness that took away all my energy to fight that I am glad I have my precious kids to keep me re-charge and resume fighting.. But I don't have to elaborate more about it because any person called mum or dad understand this feeling..

Did I bored you up already?? With this boring topic, I guess I did.. Hahaha! Okay, better stop now or else you might blacklisted me for being a super boring blog-post.. Huhuhu, please NO..(",)v

Hasta la entrada sigiente, bye!

Ungrateful People

When you help someone or doing a favor for someone, what do expect from them? Why you do it for them? Is it because you want to help them sincerely or is it because you have to help them or is it because you want them to return the favor? I guess everyone must have their own reason on doing so right? Well, today posting is not about other people but myself because I feel like someone is using me and took my soft side for granted.

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Whenever I am doing favor for other people or helping other people, I always remind myself to do it sincerely so that I won't feel any hard feeling or offense once the deed done. But I am just human being that sometimes I will feel angry to those people I helped because of their tendency of forgetting my help/favor and treating me like a tramp! 

How do you feel when people you help was so sweet to you when they need help and once they got it and solved their problem, they will treated you indifferently? Honestly, I will feel pretty mad and angry that I won't care even if I mention my favor to them, that I seem like not sincerely in helping them at all. That's me because I don't really like ungrateful people! To me they are like a parasite, who will only use us and then kill us in the end..

I always remind myself to never ever forget people who help me no matter during my good or bad  time. I always remind myself not to become one of those ungrateful people because I know how it feel to be treated like a trash by those you help and I don't people who help me feel that. It's not like I am judging those people because I am just expressing what I feel due to this kind of people manners. Maybe they have their own reason for behaving like that but still to me it's really heartless to treat people who once help you like a trash no matter whatever the reason..

An ungrateful man is like a hog under a tree eating acorns, but never looking up to see where they come from. ~ Timothy Dexter

It is another fault if he be ungrateful, but it is mine if I do not give. To find one thankful man, I will oblige a great many that are not so. ~ Lucius Annaeus Seneca

When we are grateful for the good we already have, we attract more good into our life. On the other hand, when we are ungrateful, we tend to shut ourselves off from the good we might otherwise experience. ~Margaret Stortz

14th February: Day Of Love!

Honestly, I never really looking forward for this specific date, never even really celebrate it because for me every day is a love day (*winking). Well, lots of confrontation over the celebration of Valentine's Day but I do not give heed to any of it because to me our faith in God is what matter the most.

So, no matter what you people think, either you are celebrating or not celebrating or even against it, here I am still wanna wish Happy Valentine's Day to everyone all over the world, especially to my  kids, to my beloved mother, brothers and sisters, to all my families and relatives and also to all my friends wherever you are.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast

It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. 

Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time

 

~ Partial of 'Love' lyrics by Jaeson Ma

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There's No Peace..

Obviously, phrases above is not my saying but a person from Facebook who is apparently trying to provoke me because of my comment in her link. Well, see for yourself what they said to me as below:-

As one of individual who is against war and any kind of violence, I really want people all over the world to live in peace and harmony. I also really am like the slogan; 'Peace, No War' since this slogan shout out my deepest wish of peaceful world where people can live together despite of their race, custom, tradition and even religion difference. 

It make me feel down because people call me 'ignorant or merely hypocrite' just because of my fondness of this slogan of 'Peace, No War'..(*Sighing).. For God sake, this fan of Liverpool bombarded me with this accusation just because I said out my piece of mind over their sharing on the incident that happened between Patrice Evra and Luis Suarez.. But that's not what really make me sad the most is the other comment from this person who said that in truth, there's no peace..

I don't care if people call me ignorant or even hypocrite because I know I am not. But, I do care when people said there is no peace because to me that indicate that they don't believe peace can be achieve, that peace will never exist. To me, it sound like they are cursing! Sorry but for a peace lover like me, this kind of saying is like a blasphemy! I realize that our world is full with conflict but it doesn't mean we should give up our faith on the possibility of peace and harmony. I believe peace and harmony can be achieve if people can leave behind their zealotry of power, if people put aside their desire of superiority and if people try to understand the value of equality. Yes, I also think peace can achieve if people stop making trivial issue turn into big FUSS and learn to leave yesterday event where it is..

Well, I won't let this person comment to poison my mind because I know many people out there have the same wish as mine. If this person happen to read this post, I just want to let you know that by saying that there's no peace show how weak you are in believing good thing such peace and you don't deserve any peace for saying such thing..

"If you yourself are at peace, then there is at least some peace in the world."
Thomas Merton

"Imagine all the people living life in peace. You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. I hope someday you'll join us, and the world will be as one."

John Lennon

What do you think people? Is there really no peace after all??

I will Always Love You By Whitney Houston

Whole wide world already knew the death of Whitney Houston. She is one of my favorite singer for her powerful voice and awesome performance on stage. I love all of her songs especially 'The Greatest Love Of All', 'Saving My Love For You' and 'Miracle'. My favorite of all is 'Miracle' because this songs inspired me during certain period of my life where I feel like giving up of love. 

Sure she may have her share of ups and downs but lets face it, she has one of the incredible and magical voice. Just listening to her singing of 'I will Always Love You' while watching her movie 'The Bodyguard" make me breaking into tears.. I am such a cry-baby.. 

I would like to convey my depth condolence to the family of Whitney Houston over their loss. May you take comfort in knowing God is watching over you.. Rest In Peace Whitney Houston..

Kitaro: Morning Prayer

Kitaro Morning Prayer is one of my favorite music/song! I listened to his musics/songs for the 1st time when I am in primary school, fell in love with his masterpieces and since then admires his talent for creating such a wonderful songs. I don't need to elaborate more about him because everyone must already knew him and his songs! If not, you can always google up right? (*smiling)

Why all of sudden writing about Kitaro? Actually it's nothing but I just want to share the songs that I always play on my PC or laptop or my mobile and give you a glimpse of my habit (*winking). I also love to listen to this kind song while I am reading or doing something on my work desk because it calming and relaxing me, make me more focus to what I am doing.. 

Above song also match (by myself) with one of lovely and deep meaning poem by Kitaro himself which sound as below:-

I SEND A MESSAGE OF SOUND

TOWARD THE SKY

ENGULFING EMPTY SPACE

SOARING FAR BEYOND GRASP

HIGH ABOVE MOUNTAIN TOPS

BEYOND OCEAN WAVES

STRETCHING TO REACH THE ANDES

AND LIGHTLY TOUCHING NEPAL

WATCH AS THE SOUNDS FLOW

LISTEN AS YOU FEEL THE WIND BLOW
NATURE IS COLORED WITH ROMANCE
UNFOLDING A DRAMA DAY BY DAY
PLANTS BREATH A RHYTHM
INSECTS PLAY THEIR MELODY
LIGHT FLIES AS WIND CRY
NOW CATCH THE SOUND…FEEL THE LIGHT
BY FEELING THINGS WHICH ARE WITH LIFE
INNOCENTS RESPOND TO THE DELICATE SIGH
OF THE WORLD, WEAVING THEIR OWN DREAMS
DREAMS WHICH SPREAD THROUGHOUT THE WORLD
PEOPLE BEGIN TO SING HARMONIES OF LOVE, WORDLESS
THIS IS A BEGINNING
CONNECTING THE DREAM
TO THE COLOR OF YOUR BREATHLESS HEART
PEACE AND TRANQUILITY, YOU NEED ONLY TO SING
IT IS FOR YOU

~ POEM BY KITARO 

So, what is your favorite music? Whatever it is, I know you have your own reason on why you love it, aren't you? Enjoy the song and have a wonderful weekend everyone!

Meet Up With Blogger Friend: Just

At last I met up with Just at Armcorp Mall last Sunday! Yes, it might be just a moment but I am glad because I get to know her a little bit. I got to know her from blogging world and now we meet up for real kan Just... Honestly, I am pretty awed by her radiance since I know she is fighting for breast cancer.. She doesn't show her illness at all! Most woman who undergo this illness will stay at home resting but she still doing her BO business at Armcorp Mall!! Salute to you my dear friend.. 

Just & Me (^_^)V

I am really looking forward to meet up with her again and hopefully next meeting will be between us only since we have lots to talk about kan moy..(*winking).. I also hope I can meet up more Sabahan blogger in future! Anyone who live in KL or who gonna visit KL don't feel shy to roger2 me kio. 

Strangers are just friends waiting to happen. 

~ Rod McKuen, Looking for a Friend  (Thank you, Carolyn.)

P/S: The pic is the only pic of Just and Me that snapped by my husband..

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Walgreen Again!

This post brought to you by Walgreens. All opinions are 100% mine.

Bonjour Everyone! How is your day so far? Hopefully everyone is having a good day. Well, last Wednesday night  is like a nightmare for my family though (*sighing). BUT, I am not going to talk about it in this special edition post of mine (*winking)..Yeah, you know what I mean right, so bear with me okay! (*puppy face)..

Remember my special edition of Walgreen product in my post about Ideal Vitamin & Supplement For My Kiddos last year on June? Yes, Walgreen is conducting another interesting offer that worth to grab! You also can join the Prescription Savings Club at Walgreens and enjoy lots of benefits throughout the year! Walgreens is offering a special discount on annual membership for its Prescription Savings Club: http://www.walgreens.com/pharm…

For $20 a year, a family membership covers everyone in your immediate family, including a spouse, dependents 22 and younger and pets. Join and receive discount prices on your prescriptions. Other benefits include:
-Savings on more than 8,000 brand-name and all generic medications
-Discounts on flu shots, pet prescriptions, nebulizers and diabetic supplies
-Bonuses when you purchase Walgreens brand products and photo-finishing services

If you want to be part of Walgreen's community, don't forget to support Walgreens and stay updated by liking Walgreens on Facebook and following Walgreens on Twitter so that you will not miss out any deal/offer from them.

That's all for now and see you again in next post.. (^_^) V

TNB oh TNB...

Oh yeah, TNB give us another problem again and this one is the worst one.. Let me do the telling then you can have you say okay!

red letter received on 20/01/2012

Last night when we arrived at our flat, we were welcomed with another red letter from TNB which surprised us since we have just paid TNB red letter last week. We got this red letter on Friday before CNY holiday and the amount is RM142.24 and no 'pemotongan' stamped on it, while this latest red letter amount is RM273.98 with 'tanggal jangka W/O 41' stamped on it. Hubby then check on the meter board and guess what? TNB did not took away the fuse as they always do but this time TNB remove our residence electric meter entirely! What the heck??!!

"surprise" for us from TNB!

At our flat area, our electricity/water bill always lost because of the naughty kids doing. So we have to wait for the 'surat peringatan' or red letter from TNB to know the amount we have to make payment. Well, it's not a good habit though but I don't like to pay something without a bill/invoices a reference. So yeah, maybe it's our fault for waiting the red letter from TNB but what puzzled my husband and me is why TNB remove our residence electricity meter entirely??? I mean, normally they will only take away the fuse right?? Moreover, why didn't they updated our payment even though it already 4 working days since we paid the previous red letter?? We paid cash not with cheque that have to wait 3 days to clear! (*fuming)

hutang RM131.74, TNB tanggal meter!

My husband called TNB helpline, asking for explanation why this happened and also seeking for help but guess what they say? "Dalam sistem tidak dinyatakan apa sebab meter rumah anda ditanggalkan". Come on, there must be reason for everything right. As for the help, at first they said will send the technician to put back the meter but then later when it almost midnight, they said have to wait until today and we have to go to the TNB Subang Jaya branch! Aiyo, cakap belit2.. Why don't just say that they cannot do anything! So in the end, we were in heat with candles as our light for whole night. You know how hot it can be during night time in city... I cannot imagined how did our ancestor managed to live and survived without electricity...

Today, my husband go to TNB office at Subang Jaya and ask the officer for explanation. My husband said nobody can give any. They keep saying that there is still balance due of RM131.74 need to be settle. Well, if so TNB can take away the fuse as they normally do right? Why TNB remove the entire meter as if we owe TNB thousand ringgit?? My husband then told me that TNB said it happened because of the system fault.. Excuses..excuses.. My husband also said that TNB said will install back the meter by today but just now he told me that he called TNB customer service to keep on tabs about this problem status and guess what they said? "Untuk kes pemasangan kembali jangka, biasanya ambil masa 3-5 hari berkerja." What the heck???!! It's TNB system fault that put us in this hard situation and now they giving excuses to fix back what they done wrong even though we already settled the balance due of RM131.74! This is what I hate the most.. We gave you, your money, so can you PLEASE fulfill your part A.S.A.P.. (*please note the sarcasm)

This incident really give me lesson not to wait for the red letter anymore because when it concern with money, even a small amount as RM131.74, TNB can be heartless! You too don't forget to pay your electric bill every month or else TNB will remove your meter..(*please note the sarcasm again)

I am done for now! Happy Thursday everyone! (^_^) V

P/S: Marah2 but still smiling tau because smiling can keep you from aging! ..(^_^) V

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