I Miss You Dad!

 

Yes, I miss my father very much! I miss to talk with him, to tell him about my heart content, my problem and what I am thinking (*sighing). Whenever new year approaching, I will think back how was my life so far? What I have achieve in my life? Whether I am happy with my life? Whether I am satisfied with what I am doing now? Whether I am making the rightthing for me, the kids and for everyone else? Yes, all of those question  might make you think that I am such paranoia but that is just me re-evaluating my life for better option.

You must wonder why talking stuff like that with my father when I have a husband. Honestly, I never talk this stuff with husband because I don't feel comfortable talking about this stuff with him and moreover he is not a good listener like my father. Yes, we might be husband and wife but there are certain thing I don't like to share with him and even if we are spouse but it doesn't mean we gonna share everything! That just my opinion though and it not apply to all people ok! (*winking)

Well, I seem happy with my life but honestly I am not that happy at all because I often miss my family back at Sabah and too much pressure from certain people here in KL. I miss to gather with my friends and nieces back at Sabah. I don't have any close friend here in KL... In fact I never go out with friends here in KL! Sometimes I feel bored because my life only  rebound around  my kids, husband and his family. Please don't mistaken that I don't like family life because I like it but I only want some time for myself where I free to spend it with my my friends. There is nothing wrong of wanting some time for ourselves, isn't it?

The only time I have for myself is when I am going to watch movie at cinema by myself. Gosh! How I miss the girl talk with my girls friend and the last time I have that was like 6 year ago with my best friend, Opong. I wish I could talk out my heart with my father because he will know how to console me and make me feel better with his wise and comforting words. Yes, Ia such a daddy's girl! 

Well, writing a post about it definitely help a bit because now I feel bit better! LOL! Thank you for reading and sorry because you have to read an emotional post from me. Wish you all have a very Good Day! 

P/S: Song below really pictured my feeling right now! I love this song even though it make me cry every time I listen to it! (^_^) v

Merry Christmas!

When I was younger, I always looking forward to this date because on this date my family always held a Christmas celebration where all of us gathered up. Honestly, we don't even have any gift exchanging or such thing but we were still happy because on this date we have the change to meet the rest of our family member. Well, yes I always participate in the church activity back then and one of my favorite activity is the gift exchanging where we wrapped something, put number on it and then random people going to get the gift. So many funny and hilarious thing happened because of this gift exchange because people can wrapped anything, yes anything and random people gonna get it without knowing who gave it! (*winking)  I still remember people who got a tin of soil and dirty underwear! YEP, I knew who were the villain though(*laughing).

Later, this activity was changed into program called as "Dariku, Untukmu" to prevent such thing from happen again and from what I know the church back in my village still continue this activity until now. I really miss the old time! (*sighing). I really miss the Christmas celebration with my family too.. My family suppose to have a family gathering this year but they cancelled it due to lack of funding. They should plan it earlier like 6 month or earlier than that because raising a fund for big event definitely take some times. I hope we gonna make it next year and I am going to keep in touch with my sibling about this because I want to participate this time. I don't want to miss another family gathering!

So, on this day of Christmas I want to wish all of Malaysian, especially my family & friends back in Sabah and people all over the world a very Happy Christmas Day!May the magic wand of Christmas bring warmth and joy in every family and bestow peace and harmony all over the world!

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14 Days Of Absence!

Wow, how could I do that?! I abandoned my blog for 14 freaking days without any post, not even a pics?! That's really bad of me yet I did not did it on purpose though..(*sigh)

I want to post something but I am too occupied with my new interest in learning Spanish and I spent most of my free time learning it online. Nope it's not online program though (*winking). Actually I have this online friend from Costa Rica and he is trying helping me by speaking with me on Skype and it's freaking hard for person like me who have pronunciation weakness! Even my English pronunciation also suck!

Hubby only shakes his head whenever I sit in front of our computer for hours talking with this friend of mine. Thank you hubby! He know me well and my interest in making online friends. Who say that we cannot gain something good and useful from our online friendship? I have to thank my online friends because I learned to speak English confidently through them. Well, as I always said it depend on us on how gonna benefit from all of this technology. If we use it wisely, we can get lots of good thing and vice verse. But It gonna take me sometimes to really understand and speak Spanish because as I said I am slow learner when it come to languages.

I need to read this! @_@ V

Beside that, I was busy searching for good and affordable driving school to get my 1st license. Yes, you read it correct! My 1st driving license..LOL..and yup, I already found one and attended the 5 hours KPP yesterday at Perfect Driving School ! Boring? Yep, it is a boring class but wondrously I did not fall asleep at all! Not even a blink because the instructor/teacher know how to make the student animated with the class by playing video/clip which is funny or scary from time of time! I don't know when I am going to do the computerized examination to get the 'L' license but I intended to did it before end of this year and next year going to focus on getting my 'P' license (LOL). Seem like I am going to busy again with reading the text book and memorize it! Hope I am not that blunt yet so that I can memorize it easily (*laughing)

I was busy shopping for my kids school uniforms and shoes and also books for the new term of school that will start in about 2 more weeks. Yes, I like early preparation when it concerned with kids education. Hahaha, but only in that thing I am such a pushy!

Okay, that's all happened in the past 2 weeks! It's not much but for a small woman with 4 energetic kids like me, it's really took my time! I also want to announce that from now on there will slight change of the way I am going to post because I want to post more about my thought in future. Hopefully all of you won't feel bored with my rants about thing/people/issue in near future!

That's all for now! Keep the smile on your face, Happy Monday & Happy Working everyone!

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It's Super Silent !!!!

My heroes who keep our home alive with NOISE!

I woke up at 9am, yes 9am with a weird feeling today. I am wondering why can't I hear any television noise or any voices at the living hall.. It's kinda creepy because my house really are quiet! Than I remember that 2 of my hero was staying with their grandma at Semenyih (*slapping my forehead)

I always scold them for making lots of noise especially during weekend morning because I want to sleep a bit longer on that day but now I kinda miss their noise already =(.. The truth is I miss them already (*sniffing). To make it worst, my daughter is asking for her older brother right after she woke up! Even the my youngest son ask for his big brothers (*sobbing). Sorry for being such an emo today. It just that I rarely being apart from my kids...

My kids are close with each other though sometimes they fight like cat and dog. It's really funny to watch them picking with each other (*smiling). Last night my daughter refuse to go back home and she cried till she exhausted because she didn't want her brother to stay at their grandma house. Hubby have to trick her saying that her brother will ride with their grandma later to our home at Puchong. Guess what she said when she woke up this morning??? "LIAR" Yes, serve us right for tricking her (*sighing). I don't know whether I can stand the silence of my house for a week but hopefully I can because I promised to my heroes that they can stay there for a week, unless they miss us and want to come back earlier (*winking). 

OMG, this entry is so boring that I swear I can see you all yawning and said BORING (*Laughing) Okay, I hope all you had a enjoyable weekend and don't forget tomorrow is Monday, so Happy Sunday and Happy Monday in advance!

MALWARE DETECTED?!

One of my reader informed me about this yesterday and of course I am worried because I really don't what caused that problem since I do have internet security installed in my computer (home & office) so I am kinda confident that I am protected from any malware, spyware, virus or anything concerned with net world. But now I feel insecure after being informed about this problem and that make me thinking, "No wonder the number of visitor to my blog is lesser than before."

I am not a computer genius and I don't know how to fix stuff like this because I thought that those expensive antivirus that I purchased will do such thing for me. So, here I am  asking for help from any of you who know how to fix problem like this. I will appreciate anything, tips or link that will help me figure out how to fix this (*puppy eyes)

That all I can write for now because this problem kinda filling my mind since last night and I need to let it out! Really hope to get any tips from you all soon.. Happy Saturday everyone!

Kids Of 90's

I rarely post any direct update on my Facebook account nowadays but still I check on people especially my families and friends update regularly.. Yesterday I stumble upon an updates from a friend which remind me of the old time and I re-shared it on my FB. It's an interesting update, just read below which I copied & pasted it here in my blog :-

I grew up in the 90s. :D

We are the last generation who learned to play in the street, we are the first one who've played video games, and we're the last ones to record songs off the radio on cassettes and we are the pioneers of Walkman and chat-
rooms.

We learned how to program the VCR before anyone else, play with Atari, Super Nintendo, & Genesis. We also believed that the internet would be a free world.

We are the generation of the POKEMON, Digimon, Thunder Cats, Power Rangers, Dragon Ballz, Ninja Turtles, Transformers, and Doogie Howser MD. Traveled in cars without seat belts or airbags, lived without mobile phones.

We didn't have +99 television stations, flat screens, surround sound, mp3, iPods, Facebook or Twitter but nevertheless we had a GREAT TIME! :)

(Re-post if you're one of us!)

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Well, I definitely didn't played on the street when I was a kid. The jungle and the paddy field was my playground! I climbed tree like a monkey back then and still have those 'expertness' even now with 4 kids (*laughing). Yes, I did have a walk-man when I was in form one which is given by my older brother and I involved with chatting world (MIRC) when I was around 16teen. I never played Atari or Super Nintendo or Genesis because I can't afford to have those luxury. The only games I know is Super Mario Brother (*smile). We, the village kids rather stayed outside playing with dirt than being in home playing those games..LOL! Of course cartoons show such is Power Rangers, Thunder Cats, Dragon Balls, Ninja Turtles, Maskman, Gaban, Rugrats, the smurfs, Tom & Jerry etc were part of my life though I don't remember Digimon or Pokemon during those times (*scratching head). Before my father bought our own VCR, I went to my big step-sister to watch rented video taped movies. In fact, we the village kids gathered to watch it and it was really a memorable moment especially when we watched horror movie (*smiling). Frankly, we all have a great and fun times even without today technologies luxury!

Kids nowadays are too pampered with this modern technologies! I don't know about other parents opinion but to me I will never let my kids to have anything like FB or any social network account, mobile phone, laptop etc, not until they are old enough to handle this stuff wisely. Old enough means they have to wait until they are past 17 years old. Hubby said that I am being unreasonable that all of those stuff normal for kids nowadays but I have my own reason and I will stick to my point until they give me good reason to think the other way. Well, kids if you excel in your study, maybe mama will change her mind? (*winking)

No matter how happening world nowadays, I still prefer my childhood and teenage years because I have such a great and fun time during those years. What can I say..It was irreplaceable! What say you?

Happy Friday & Happy Weekend You All!

Wordless Wednesday #14

What Happened To you?

That was a bonus question from my SIL the other day when hubby, the kids and I visited my MIL when she saw my face with lots of breakdown..Yep, since last fasting month I faced the worst pimples breakout in my life. Even worst than the one I endured during my teenage year! 

Hubby keep teasing me of catching this problem because I don't eat Petai and my HUGE appetite over chocolate and greasy foods.. Such a ridiculous myth since as far as I knew though our diet might play role on acne problem but it cannot causes the sudden acne breakout.. I might believe if people said it occurred due to hormone imbalance but never on diet habit..LOL

I don't really know what triggered this problem and I don't really care actually but I do want to get rid of it since it really turn down my self-esteem..Well, you know I don't wear make-up and the redness of my acne really show off and that cause me to feel a bit embarrassed to be in public.. Right now I am using the Natural Tea Tree Oil which recommended by my friend few years ago. So far this is the best product that I knew can fight pimples with no scar but I do like to try other product which is cheaper and effective too..Any suggestion?? 

You must think that I am such a whiner, aren't you?? The previous entry I whined about my flabby tummy and now this! Actually my point is don't feel embarrassed to ask for people suggestion/tips because who know their idea might help and here I am asking for tips of fighting acne breakout from all of you (*with puppy eyes)..

Happy Tuesday!

Eating Habit & Flabby Tummy

It's been 3 days in a row I started doing this intensive tummy/abs workout... Hubby is LOL as i writing this entry.. (*sighing).. Why need to do intensive tummy/abs workout? Well, I have a thin body BUT my abs or better I say tummy have this excessive fat cell which look so ugly and unbalance for my thin frame and I think I need to get rid of it...Who say thin people don't have flabby tummy? I have and that's why I need this intensive workout for my tummy since I do jog & exercise regularly.. I blamed my so abnormal eating habits though.. (*sighing again)

Diet?? No way! I love foods so much and I won't stop from eating my favorite foods just to get a flat tummy. I rather do intensive workout/exercise than starving myself.. But I already stopped my habit of taking heavy foods 1 hour before bedtime and change it to fruits instead. Yeah, I am a person who eat every 2 or 3 hours because I always feel hungry and I love to eat heavy foods and junk foods.. I am a petite woman with a huge appetite.(noted the HUGE word) I always hope that those fat rich foods I consumed can make my butt bigger or my leg & thigh more muscle but seem like it turn my tummy into flabby one..Silly me..LOL.. 

Changing my eating habits is seem impossible because I am always hungry! I can't  sleep when my stomach is empty and singing for food.. That's why I always make sure junk foods is available in my home so that I won't trouble hubby to wake up 3am in the morning just to buy foods for me though sometime I did wake him up especially when I crave McDonald Big Mac burger..(^_^) V.. Now, serve me right for having a flabby tummy...(mentally slapping my forehead)..

Eating habits is very important aspect that you must keep on tabs.. Lots of article stated that not only it is one of aspect that we must control if we want to have an excellent health and also a nice figure.. No matter how hard you exercising if you ignore this one very simple fact than you will not gain any improvement.. Well, I should keep that one in my mind.. For foods lover like me, this fact seem like a hindrance..

I am not figure obsessive because it's never a problem for me before since fat cells seem hate me very much but now seem like those fat cells love my tummy very much and started to make my tummy as their favorite pit-stop..LOL.. Imagine this; thin hands, arms, legs, thighs & flat butt but a very flabby stomach...Fugly & imbalance isn't it? That's why I need to workout my abs a little bit..Cheer -up for me okay!..(*winking)

My tummy is singing for another fill up though I just have my lunch like 2 hours ago! Wish you all a very Happy Sunday & Happy Maal Hijrah! Ciao.... 

Twilight : Breaking Dawn (Part 1)

Last night I watched Twilight: Breaking Dawn (part1) and guess what I am gonna say about this movie??! It's awesome! Best adaptation of the book itself so far.. 

When I watched the 1st adaptation of the Twilight saga  which aired on 2008, I was kinda upset because the storyline was entirely changed from the original story but still I anticipate the next movie and I don't really know why though..LOL.. Maybe because I have all the book in my collection..(*winking)

I like the intro scene where Jacob got upset after getting the wedding invitation.. Heck, what I am kidding?! I like the whole movie! I wish they didn't cut some of the scene especially the scene where Edward extracted their baby from Bella womb! At one moment I saw Bella spine twisted and blood vessel and then Edward with bloody on his mouth, hands and shirts.. If only I haven't read the book like thousand time, I might have no idea of what really happened in this movie... Such bugger! Killjoy! I wish I could watch the uncut version of this movie..

The movie also pictured the very pregnant and sick Bella amazingly.. I can't imagine how horrible Bella condition until I watched this movie. 5 THUMBS UP, for the make-up artist! Did I give the praise to the right person/crew?? Better I say, congrats to all of the crew instead huh..(*laughing).. I also happened to love Bella wedding dress because it's simple yet sexy & elegant! I think Bella wedding dress is better than Kate Middleton wedding dress.. Kate's die hard fan, please don't hate me okay...(^_^)V

Talking about this gonna take me forever if you allow me..LOL.. But, I want you all to figure it out yourself since I don't want to give detail to those who have not watch it yet that means cheating..LOL...Moreover, my opinion is just a tiny dot from countless opinion about this movie...Go to the nearby cinema and watch it and then do share out your opinion.. To all of you who watched it already, come on and share your thought with us.. Right now I already looking forward to watch the next part of this movie..Okay, one more thing, I love the soundtrack of this movie which sang by Bruno Mars..

Happy Friday & Happy Weekend in advance!

P/S: Gonna ask my oversea friend whether they can get the uncut copy of this movie.. (^_^) V and please enjoy the song...

 

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